[ Monday, July 6 ]
7:48 AM
burnout...
these few days i feel like i'm back in secondary school...everyday i just wanna play some ball..thing is i cant like i used to..time is too little...sianzzzlets talk about ytd...aft svc we went to simei to play ball...tho we won a few but we lost a few...i just feel myself improving everytime i play wif elisha n company...fun...now i gotta train a skill called "lightfoot" = faster, stronger and higher :D i wanna buy some ankle weights and do some work...
how do we see our interests and talents apart? i used to think i wanna enter a game design company, designing games for people to play, earn megabucks...tt was 3 yrs ago...today i find no interest whatsoever in doing this course anymore...i cant even discipline myself to draw a human figure everyday...how could i discipline myself to even design a whole world? discipline is one thing...but if the interest is dead...no matter how much free time we have, we'll use it on other stuffs to "distract" us...
but what abt talents? talents give us new experiences everytime we use them...talents give us satisfaction...yet gives us interest in our capabilities..however time and talent are worlds apart until we find a portal to connect them together...i was asked by MQ before...wat are my talents? i told her bballing and music...cause these things are the only things tt make me feel happy..but where is my talent in the real world? business? engineering? science? culinary? medicine? i dont know...
i wanna change course, can e MOE make a course in poly called music? better if e SBA cld make a school of basketball...tt wld b awesome to the max :S